I love Maya.








And that's all I can say about that.







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Man I have the Period from Hell.
It hurt so bad.....
:(

Calleigh died.
Died. God I hate that word.
It's strange...you hear about it happening, but you never think it can happen to you or someone you know.
She was only 17...
I remmeber talkng to her right before she got diagnosed...I thought maybe her internet was down, that's why she hadn't been on.
To imagine her being in pain kills me.
I can't really write anymore now....

Well I didn't really say much about me in my previous post, so I thought I would let you all know a little bit more about me.
I am fifteen, but I'm not a kid so please don't treat me like one.
I am very oppinionated(sp?)
I will stand up for anything I belive in.
I am a dedicated vegetarian.
I am straight but I fully 110% support samesex marriage. I call myself Jorjasexual, she's the only woman I'd ever wanna be with, lol.
I have ADHD althought my grandmother won't take me to get a "professional" diagnosis, but come on...I know the symptoms.
As well as ADHD I have Cyclothymia. Cyclothymia is a chronic bipolar disorder consisting of short periods of mild depression and short periods of hypomania(lasting few days to a few weeks.), seperated by shorts periods of normal mood. People with Cyclothymia are never free of symptoms of either depression or hypomania for more than two months at a time. Cyclothymia can completly disrupt the life of an individual and create personal chaos. In their continual oscillation of mood, they never know from one day to the next what to expect.
I won't get into it too much, I don't wanna bore you all. But if you ever want to know anything about it, feel free to ask.
Well this is it for now.
Untill next time.

I haven't really updated in ages.
I think I'm going to start actually writing in this.
Well let's see...I suppose I can update everyone.

I have moved to the middle of norwere, Tennesse. It sucks so bad.
I MISS CALIFORNIA!!!! I can't waite till I can go back this summer.
I have gone vegetarian. I've been once sense September 11 of this year. I am so proud of myself. My insperation is Jorja Fox of course. Man is that woman sexy. :D
Well...my mom is still the same if not worst. I don't really consider her my mom anymore. Anyone who would take alchohal and drugs over their kids doesn't seem like a mother to me. I actually thought she was getting better....pshhh whatever. As Catherine Willows once said, "I expect the worst so I'm never dissapointed." But no one wants to hear me drown on about my mother.
Well I have a killer headache, I'm just getting over the stomach flu, so I will make sure to write more.
:D
Goodbye for now, lovelies.

Hello you all. You might remember me...I chopped my hair off back in July. Well...it's grown into a mullet. Ew. And I am planning on growing it out. I just need it to be even. Anywho....on to the pics!


( Those weren't just Miracle Bras...they we creating four wonders of the world. )

"Nicky! I'm home!" I called, shutting the front door behind me. No answer. "Baby?" I call again, dropping my jacket onto the couch. A splash of water comes from down the hall. I smirked. He was in the bathtub. I love coming home to a Nick in the bathtub. I slowly walked down the hall towards our room. The bathroom door was ajar. I could hear Nick making some sort of noice. Smiling, I put my ear to the door, but quickly frowned. Was Nick whimpering? Slowly opening the door I said, "Baby, are you-Baby!" Nick was huddled in the corner of the bathtub, his face starch white and his lips blue. I hurried over to him. "Baby what are you doing? Why are you still in the water, it's freezing! I said, dipping my hand into the water. To be this cold he had to have been in there for at leaste three hours. Nick didn't say anything, he just looked over my shoulder, his face fear stricken. "Nick!" I said loudly, gently smaking the sides of his face.
Nick's breathing quiken. "A-ants," he croacked out, still looking over my shoulder. I yanked my head around. That's when I saw them. A small trail of ants, scurring across the wall near the door.
"Oh baby," I said sadly, turning back towards him. I thought I had gotten rid of our ant problems. "Come on, let's get you into the room and dried off and all warm, ok Sweetie?" I pulled on his hand with mine.
"N-No!" he said loudly, jerking back. My heart broke. I hate seeing him like this.
"Yes, we have to, Love. Take my hand, Nicky. You don't even have to look at them. You'll be ok, Nicky I promise. I won't let them get you." Nick looked at me, his eyes wide and full with tears. As one slid down his cheek, I wiped it off with my thumb. "They can't get you, Pancho. Not anymore." Squinting his eyes tightly shut, he finally took my hand. I stood up, gently pulling him up with me. I helped him step over the bathtub and as soon as both of his feet touched the cold tile floor, he gripped my arm.
"Don't let them get me, don't let them get me," he whimpered. I could feel my arm burning were his hand was gripping it, but I didn't care.
"I won't, Love," I said, wrapping the big, fluffy, white towel around him. "Just keep your eyes closed. They can't get you," I reasured him, leading him out of the bathroom and towards our bed. As soon as we reached it, he collapsed upon it, his body shaking with sobs. "Oh, Sweetie." I layed next to him, wrapping my arms around him, pulling our comforter over us. He clenched the back of my shirt with his hands and sobbed into my chest. "Nicky, it's ok, everything is ok now." I rubbed my hands up and down his back.
"I hate it Greg, I h-hate it!" he said betweens sobs.
"Nick, it's ok to be scared."
"It's been n-nearly two years."
"Two years isn't long at all." I could feel my shirt growing damp.
"I'm pa-patedic," he choked out.
"Nicholas Stokes. Look at me." I pulled his head up so he was looking at me. "You are not pathedic.

Too all my fellow Harry Potter fans.
Is anyone going to the Midnight Release Party and Barnes and Noble in Franklin, Tenessee???
I just moved here and dont know ANYBODY and I'd love to meet up with any fellow fans so I'm not stuck by myself the whole time.
:)
Simone

I read this story back a while ago when Rhandall calls Jack and says he has AIDS and him and Ennis get tested. But I never saw anything after that? Can anyone tell me if I missed and entry or something? Thanks!

Whitch book in your oppinion is sadder, GoF, OotP, or HBP. I think OotP is the saddest to me. I was crying sooo damn hard. Especillay when it says Harry sat down by the lake, remmebering how he saved Sirius 2 years ago, then got up and wiped his eyes on his sleeve. I was in tears. I become so attatched to the charactors it's sad.

Title: This Love Chapter One
Rating: PG 13
Warnings:

Me and my friend wrote this. I hope you like it. Chapter two will be up in about a week or so.

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This is just a test to see if I can do it! It's not part of the story!




Please work!

Please oh please oh please.

Hi! Tara is here. We decided we will "ship" the Madame Pince and Filtch. Ha Ha Ha JK i will never leave H/R.

All this stupid drama between me and my "friend" got me pissed off, but I'm better now cos of course, I have Daniel to look at and drool over. Must he be so damn hot? I found a really pretty ring in my bathroom this morning. It makes my hand look pretty. But now I can't get it off. Well, I'm off to look at more of Dan. And read some Harry/Ron porn. Ha!